hay xanggga!
whatsup :)

klove is giving me some dome tomorrow,
im pretty excited.

stilltippin442 (8:46:55 PM): 2m is gonna be great
linsee      baby (8:47:05 PM): yeah it is
linsee      baby (8:47:25 PM): especiallly since youll be sucking my cockkkk :D
stilltippin442 (8:47:43 PM): cant wait
linsee      baby (8:47:51 PM): i bet (;
stilltippin442 (8:48:01 PM): im not gonna be able to sleep 2n
linsee      baby (8:48:17 PM): me either
linsee      baby (8:48:25 PM): yeah should just gimme some tonight
stilltippin442 (8:48:59 PM): like right meow
linsee      baby (8:49:18 PM): yeha, im hard as a rock.
stilltippin442 (8:49:51 PM): omg come over

haha :)
anywayssss, i just had a pre' good weekend.
friday there was no school but i had to go to my great aunt patty's funeral :[
but that night i went to kali's and then stephen & eric came over :)
saturday i went to the funeral reception &that night my dad took sean and i to his band practice so we could record a few things but we never got anything done. it was fun though but he was trippin me out withh all the voice affects and stuff.

i miss you too xanga!
so far, ive been through a lot this school year.

breaking up, crushes, hook ups!
what fun :)

im liking the single life but i dont want to be single forever.
&that is probably one of my biggest fears.

after falling out of love with then breaking with my ex ive learned so many things.
1. love is infact blind.
2. love actually doesnt have any of the 5 sense or 6 for that matter.
3. love is a waste of time.

& to add to the list, love is just as bad as any drug out there, possibly worse.
the feeling  never lasts forever & when it actually does leave, it leaves you in pain.
youre unhappy, unmotivated.
          atleast the love i have experienced.
love is to drugs as heartbreaks are to hangovers.

ill never know if it was true love or not until i fall inlove again.
but will that ever happen?
             god knows, ill just have to wait for that
special person to come to me.

goodnight, ill finish this tomorrow.

wow its been a while! so far this summer has been good on and off. ive only hung out with julian and kali and i dont mind that one bit. school starts in two weeks &im not sure if im glad it is or not. im going to miss summer but im getting sort of sick of it.